12/01/2017
Morning Thoughts.
I am at this point where I don’t know what to do with my life.
When I was in college I have a fixed goal. I already envisioned what I want to be and what will I do after that and this. Unfortunately, life does not go as the way we want it.
Everything just fell into pieces. I was alone and clueless on how to pick it all up.
Part of it is because I am scared to realize that you wouldn’t really know what could happen today and the future. Continuous strikes had tremendously affect my life negatively.
I am still uncertain on how to deal it with and decided to go with the flow. Doing what is supposedly right but somehow at the time I know something has changed. The feeling that something is not right and that a part of me was lost.
It was easy to say to forget the past. Stop dwelling on it. Do not spend your time on the things that you cannot change. But my mind couldn’t stop thinking about it. For the last 2 years my mind got used to it.
I know for sure that those setbacks helped me to be stronger and learned a lot from it.
And with every struggle I face, it always helped me understand things with different perspective.
It helped me in so many ways. I reflect more than I used to.
However, why do I feel like I am lacking something.
And that, this is not what I dreamt of.
Something is wrong and I spend so many days thinking what is really going on.
Traveling Thoughts 